Terror...

8.27 PM, Thursday, 27th Nov
I begin writing this blog tackling a plethora of emotions. I am angry, sad, bewildered, shaken, and completely helpless. My feeling from wanting to do something to stop this absolute insanity has degraded to whom to blame for the attack!!

There are people, many, many people wanting to do something, ANYTHING about this.. but u know what?? No one can! We have become mute spectators to these retards taking complete control of our lives! And we are left dealing with just sadness and helplessness and anger! All because we are just normal mortals, 'Common Man'!!!!

Right now I cant even figure out whom to blame for putting our lives in this constant peril?

When the question is 'Who to blame for such mass destruction?' The terrorists obviously...
But who to blame for our lives not having any worth? For not having the basic security and safety a country should? What about men who are supposed to keep us safe? The ATS, police, army, navy, somebody! They are supposed to stop such fanatics from causing absolute massacre. And to see this executive system come down to its knees in the face of this crisis is disheartening to say the least!

The government 'condemning the act' is a mockery of the situation. When these derailed individuals exploded america, they got up and bombed afghanistan. I don't approve one bit of that afghanistan war nor the action america took of acting world police, again! But as much as you see Osama threatening, you dont see a 9/11 happening again, do you?

Or is it really us, the people, responsible for letting our lives become worthless. For being silent.. for accepting horrible terror strikes to be a part of life! I have seen many times when we turn the other way thanking that we were not in that situation. I don't doubt the integrity of our concern for others. But as Indians, we are very passive people, wanting someone else to do the dirty job, thinking someone else definitely would! But no one is going to.

Which brings me back to where I started... even if we are prepared to do all, what can be done? When can we stop being helpless?

I need an answer! I need a way!