Crazy day rambling!

1.27 AM,4th Dec, Thursday

I wonder how my friends put up with me. If I were with myself during my 'crazy time', I'd have left me a long time ago!

Don't get me wrong here. I am generally awesome (pardon the vanity:)), but sometimes, when I am not sure about what's going on in my head, I expect my closest ones to find that out for me, even without giving them a preamble!

Some other times it is not about the guessing game of my constant running thoughts, but about empathizing with my absolutely irrational demands. These demands are not normal ones as you might have already figured. Demands about just changing an unpleasant situation for me! Which is not even in their control.

When I am consumed by this intense desire to feel lucky for a change (Ok, this 'lucky for a Change' thing is a long story), to want things right in my lap; basically not want to do 'hard work' as I feel I haven't got results when I have done it, I just want the situation to change! And I want it done magically for me!
And God only help J and V on those days, for not only do they have to bear with me talking about it but they also have to give me a guarantee it will definitely change!

But this post is not to embellish my already 'crazy' status with more proof, but to thank them for loving me through those days and loving me for those days! (those days are rare, honestly!) And to thank the others for just being there to have loads and loads of masti with anytime I am sulking!
Gracias!

Now please be polite and write back a 'Oh we love you too comment' real soon! Or in V's words, write "everyone's like this sometime or the other, you are just being open and honest about it" and make me feel much less guilty soon! :D

I don't know what I'd do without you guys! But I m itching to find out!!! How long should I bear you now!!! I am showing signs of fatigue!!!! :D

Love you guys!